Somehow was feeling this has been an immensely depressing year. There hasnt been anything good for ages in life but this year it has been like the end of hope.
I was thinking about forcing a change , taking risks and all that and this crossed my mind - Sounds stupid but well !!
To take a risk and jump off too you need a cliff
What can you do in a vast desert - beyond giving up and hoping to die
OR keep dragging yourself on hoping fate lands you at an oasis out of the blue.
But yeah its again onto fate .....What can you do in when all you have is shapeless pointless and endless sand ?
Well as I post this I thought again - May be stare at the blue sky and be delusional that there's water - all you need is to stare up
